I want to weight 175.
I want to earn a degree.
I want to be the amazing parent that my children deserve.
I want to develop independence in the wake of a very unhealthy marriage, while succeeding in a poorly timed relationship.
I want to see a doctor. A head doctor.
I want a better paying job.
I want $5,000 in the bank.
I want to move back across 5 states to the one that I call home.
I want a car that I can rely on.
I want skinny jeans.
I want hobbies.
I want a box of healthy recipes that my kids like.
I want tattoos.
I want a home where my children can have their own rooms and I can, too. (the living room is NOT cutting it!)
I want to learn to sew.
I want to sleep at night.
I want to figure out how to make fitness a part of my routing.
I want to un-give up on myself.
I want to quit smoking.
I want a better relationship with the family I left behind.
I want to read amazing books and take my children to beautiful concerts and art museums.
I want cute panties.
I want to grow my hair and color it blonde.
I want to buy all my accessories on Etsy,
I want my children to be proud when they introduce me to their teachers.
I want to spoil them a little.
I want to drink water like I love it.
I want to run.
I want to be able to fix things and open jars on my own.
I want a structured schedule at my house.
I want to accept that my ex isn't going to help with the children and stop hoping that he does.
I want to dance, even if there are people around.
I want to wear a bathing suit without a t-shirt.
I want to go on a trip with just the kids.
I want beautiful love and a happy home.
I want to be the kindest person you ever met.